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1. Which book has been on your shelves the longest?
Anne Rice or VC Andrews... If it's Rice, then all of Interview with the Vampire, Vampire Lestat, & Queen of the Damned were there equally. If Andrews, then most likely that drama school one. I forget what it's called. Or maybe it's RL Stine's Goosebumps or Animorphs from that applegate person. Shit, now I'm confused. I miss Animorphs years.

2. What is your current read, your last read and the book you’ll read next?
Dragonflight by some woman from the 1970s, haha; I thiiiinkkk the last REAL read that was a new book was Stephenie Meyer's Breaking Dawn, I know, pathetic; and next book I'm shooting for a Blood Book by Tanya Huff. Or a John Green book, like Paper Towns.

3. What book did everyone like and you hated?
Twilight by Stephenie Meyer. I hated it with a passion.

4. Which book do you keep telling yourself you’ll read, but you probably won’t?
Jane Austen, any of them. I start Pride & Prejudice/Wuthering Heights... but I can't get into it AT ALL. Also, I keep trying to read Gone With the Wind. Psht.

5. Which book are you saving for “retirement?”
I don't even know.

6. Last page: read it first or wait till the end?
Wait til the end. I hate spoilers.

7. Acknowledgements: waste of ink and paper or interesting aside?
They need to be said. Lots of work goes into books.

8. Which book character would you switch places with?
Vicki Nelson of the Blood Books OR Pandora from Vampire Chronicles. I know, I need to be a vampire. It's a sickness.

9. Do you have a book that reminds you of something specific in your life (a person, a place, a time)?
Anne Rice will always equal middle school. Horrid time in my life & those books pulled me through it.

10. Name a book you acquired in some interesting way.
Shit, I don't know. The most interesting is either I forget to return it to the library or I have it shipped to me. I'm living the big life, yup.

11. Have you ever given away a book for a special reason to a special person?
No. I love my books.

12. Which book has been with you to the most places?
the Vampire Lestat, I think. It's falling apart. Poor lil guy.

13. Any “required reading” you hated in high school that wasn’t so bad ten years later?
I think I liked most of them.

14. What is the strangest item you’ve ever found in a book?
I think I've found somebodys notes or something. Don't remember tho.

15. Used or brand new?
Both.

16. Stephen King: Literary genius or opiate of the masses?
Depends on the book... he's fabulous sometimes. Other times I don't understand the hype... lol. If that makes sense.

17. Have you ever seen a movie you liked better than the book?
Twilight, LOL!!! I HATE that book, but the movie, I would actually buy on DVD. Guilty pleasure, OF COURSE.

18. Conversely, which book should NEVER have been introduced to celluloid?
Twilight. I know, funny cuz I said it for the last question but.... it's ridic. how popular vampire movies are now. It pisses me off, actually. Soon there will be no more idea to create these movies with, because they've used them all up. And for what? Little tween twats?

19. Have you ever read a book that's made you hungry, cookbooks being excluded from this question?
Oh yeah.

20. Who is the person whose book advice you’ll always take?
I choose for myself. I hate going by other people's standards. They either trash the book or they put it on a pedastal.

i have no where to go or anyway to get there but i wanna run away SO bad
- me, convo with B right now.

That sums up my day. Fights in my facebook comments, stomach/headaches, sore legs, tired, etc. I just want out of here, so bad. Nobody knows what the hell they're talking about or how it's even affecting the people around them. They're all so... selfish and ridiculous.

Seriously. I think I'm going to get the CNA course done and over with, take any money I have, and move to Dalla, TX, cuz this shit right here, is too much for me. It's too fucking much.

Repost from glamourous_coma . Fill it out in a comment, fool.

1. Your Middle Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Movie:
5. Favorite Song or Album:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of LJ?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favorite memory of us?
14. What is your favorite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarky) - what are they?
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What was your best/favorite subject at school?
22. Describe your accent
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. Trousers or skirts?
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? (If you have no idea, just say something crazy/entertaining!)
28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?

Jeanelle chose that day to text me and say "I guess I WAS bugging you" in reference to her telling me "hey" a lot/my entry the day before, I guess? Now, I'm not exactly sure nor do I claim to know exactly what happened to make her feel as tho I was arguing with her, but apparently it was enough to have her break all ties with me. Fine. No big deal, really. I've lost friends before, I'll probably lose friend sin the future. That's life. New friends will come along and replace lost ones. It happens everyday, I'll live.

The thing that's bugging me about it, though, is the fact that I asked her if she's seriously breaking our friendship over a misunderstanding and she never got back to me... so I sort of have reason to believe she actually likes the drama she had on kiwibox. This is an educated guess, in no way am I saying it's a fact, because quite honestly, there's no way of knowing for sure what she is/was thinking. But I'm keeping this entry public so I can tell her (because I know she goes searching for stuff on people, she's told me herself; this means there's a good chance she'll come back to this journal looking to see if I posted anything about her or any drama going on in my life publicly. I know people, and this is what I have observed.) blantly: if you like drama so much, go back to kiwibox. Livejournal isn't about being a little sneak and taking everything the wrong way. Kiwibox is where the drama's at, where people can argue about whatever trivial thing, without having to act like the adults they aren't. Go there if you're just going to take everything in the worst way possible. It's childish and stupid. You acted worse than Joyce did. At least she had the balls to email me and tell me out right that she wasn't going to be my friend. You acted more like Jeremiah in that you made me go find out on my own that you didn't want to be friends anymore. And that's the worst kind of cowardace/childlike behavior.

Feel free to text if you still need to bitch to someone about assholes at your job you hate, but don't expect any replies or any advice - it's not like you try to fix it or anything, afterall. In the past few months, I've refrained from giving you advice for one special reason: you don't take anything you do seriously and you do not think about anything with a clear mind. And here's my honest opinion on your life right now: Stan is a fucking asswad is the type of person who needs to have all of the control all of the time. You keep letting him do that to you and pushing you around and making you feel like shit, it's only going to get worse. Stand up for yourself, woman.

Whether you think I'm lying or are wrong in anything I say in this specific entry, that's your opinion. I only said my view and how I saw/see everything. I can only go on what you've told me, what I've observed, and anything else I saw with my own eyes. I'm not trying to "make you look bad" or try to get people to hate you or anything (what people, anyway, would I try to make hate you? Random strangers I've never met in my life? My friends? People you don't even know nor should you care less about? Only one friend of mine now reads this journal, so it's very unlikely that I'll even succeed in making people hate you in the first place.) I'm just simply stating in words what I know and saw with my own eyes.

Over and out, have a nice life like I said the last text I sent to you.
Live long and prosper.
Ciao. Auf wiedersehen. Goodbye.

Tagged by glamourous_coma <3

And check out that fashion... Yum, this video makes me think of summer days before internet (well, before it REALLY got mainstream) and actually being OUTSIDE playing around with the friends we had around the block. Oh, and how skaters were the cat's meow instead of.. um scene? Emo? Whatever the fuck they are now, LOL

Also it made me feel old, even though it's probably not even ten years old (although, Britney Spear's album ...Baby, One More Time came out ten years ago on Jan. 12 so I'm guessing if it isn't yet, it will be within the next few years.)

End of the Year Survey, 2008 Edition

1. What did you do in 2008 that you'd never done before?
Keep my 2007 resolution going. Go see two of my favorite bands, MEET them, AND find new loves. Own an iPod & download iTunes. Be rejected for a second time... by the same guy and cry over him a second time. Be rejected by my best friend. Finally get over 2007's romance. Fall in love with a vampire that ISN'T Lestat, whaaat? (btw, it's not Edward, baha). Actually have a litte respect for werewolves (you can thank Stephenie Meyer again for that one). FIND OUT THERE'S ANOTHER BOOK TO THE VAMPIRE DIARIES SAGA COMPLETELY REVOLVING AROUND THE "EVIL" BROTHER OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Also, go to SoCal and contemplate moving there. Fuck. ENJOY THE MOVIE BETTER THAN THEBOOK OMFG SQUARED. Fall in love with fanmixes. Have this much to say in the first question of the survey and not be finished.

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I didn't make any for 2008. I was too upset over how shitty I knew it was going to be. 2009 has a few resolutions.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
I don't think so.

4. Did anyone close to you die?
No one close but definitely at least one family member and a couple other people I know of.

5. What countries did you visit?
None. Depressing, I planned on visiting Canada but it never happened. Awesome.

6. What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in most of 2008?
I need to have more courage. I need to be able to just do it.

7. What date from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
Jan 2nd- Jan 20th. Lots of time with Hannah & it was the period of time in which Joyce severed all ties for no real reason. Then Will decideed he needed to take it upon himself to butt into our business and yell at me when he doesn't know the whole story. What an awesome month it was!
March 16th - March 22nd. SoCal visiting cousin Angie.
March 30th. July17th. July 22nd. Nov. 4th. & Dec 12th. Hello, Jelly Donut time.
June 1st - June 7th. Birthday week. Movie/hangout time with Christian before he was a huge dickface. Spent time with my mother. VERY fun week.
There's more but I so don't feel like looking for it all.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Nothing. At least nothing real and tangable that is worth remembering, apparently.

9. What was your biggest failure?
Most fo the year = huge fail.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
In a way. I denied the fact that I wanted a boyfriend.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
Best? Absofuckinglutely best? Breaking Dawn, the last in the Twilight saga. I pre-ordered it and it was the best read out of the entire series (next to Eclipse) despite the fact that it was basically reading like a fanfic. Also, Treseme hair products. Very happy with all of it.

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
More voters this year! And I know for fact there were more voters because a) statistics showed there were BUT ALSO b) if the same voters had been the only ones voting Obama DEFINITELY would not have been elected. I'm sorry, but it's true. Lots of people that normally don't vote felt they needed to do if only to get Obama in office. For that, I am celebrating his success. But that's like... it... otherwise I'm like.. not happy with him being in office. There's just something about him... WE SHALL SEE THOUGH. It'll be the first inaugeration I'll actually watch, haha.
Anywho... who elses? Wow. Sad. That's all I can think of... is the people that voted this year, haha. It just shocking is all.

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
People that actually voted to pass Prop 8.... you guys.... that cancels out the previous answer... so THIS QUESTION AND THE PREVIOUS ARE VOID *headdesk* Also, every asshole with an Obama bumpersticker on their car, shirt on their torso, and pins massively attack their backpacks. SO glad I wasn't in HS anymore this year.

14. Where did most of your money go?
Food. Friends. Bullshit.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
See question 7.

16. What song will always remind you of 2008?
Disturbia by Rhiannah. Better in Time by Leona Lewis. American Boy by Estelle. I Don't Care by Fall Out Boy. Kissed a Girl by Katy Perry. Hot N Cold by Katy Perry. Decode by Paramore. Lipgloss by Lil' Mama. Superman by Soulja Boy. Ya!! by Soulja Boy. Independent by Webbie ft. Lil' Boosie & Lil' Phat.
hahahaa, italics means I like it. Also, there's more.

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:

i. happier or sadder?
Happier.

ii. richer or poorer?
Poorer!!

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Saving moneys. Been more optimistic.

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Cry.

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
I spent it with family.

21. Did you fall in love in 2008?
In a way. I fell in love with a new fictional character but no one real, haha.

22. How many one-night stands?
None. I'm actually proud of myself.

23. What was your favorite TV program?
The Mentalist. Hellooooo, sir.

24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Nah. I'm donnnee being mad. I promise.

25. What was the best book you read?
Damnit, I'm forced to say Eclipse in the Twilight saga. I think I did a lot of rereading this year.

26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Oh god, there's so many. SO many. Just a sample: A Cursive Memory, Antic Cafe, Shiny Toy Guns, Rasputina, Emily Wells, Duffy, Every Avenue, M.I.A., Mindless Self Indulgance, Kanon Wakeshima, Mayday Parade.

27. What did you want and got?
Confidence. Love.

28. What did you want and not get?
A real job. Respect from family.

29. What was your favorite film of this year?
P.S. I Love You, Twilight, Sex & the City, Dark Knight, Horton Hears a Who.
OMFG AMAZING I SWEAR

30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
The entire week was fill with baking two cakes, fucking around, went to see a movie with my mother.

31. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
There is no simple answer to this.

32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2008?
More informed, haha.

33. What kept you sane?
Music, friends, and fictional characters. I would have died.

34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
I cannot answer this. Its just.... do difficult to choose... one.

35. What political issue stirred you the most?
No comment. I plead the fifth.

36. Who did you miss?
I missed Joyce for a long time.

37. Who was the best new person you met?
I don't think I met any new people. Fuck. Thats a resolution now, haha.

38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2008.
Friends aren't worth it if they treat it like a one-way street. Always tell people how much you love & appreciate them.

39. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year?
"THATS HOWWW YOU KNOWWWWW HE LOVVESSS YOOUUU" Haha.

I realized a few minutes ago just how much I take everything I have for granted.